Hi....Very new at this, just need a sec......
Okay, little bit of paper on me..I am a 'hefty' woman(with a diva deep down inside) wishing to get on a life program that will help me release my inner diva. I recently lost my job and career of more than 20 years. I am hitting the books for a change in careers and I am flippin out! I am terrified. I have no clue how to write a stupid essay for my classes! It's been forever and a day since I've done that, and so much has changed! Everyone thinks that you should know what the heck you're doing when you go back to school....if I knew what the heck I was doing, I wouldn't be there! It's frustrating, and does not help in my quest to find my slimmer diva. I've always had success with the whole low-carb thing and I'm thinking I could try again...only problem, I have no motivation with all the stress from starting school! To add to my dilemna, I've gained almost 30 pounds in the last 3 months! I feel like a beached whale and a pitiful one at that! I am a sorry sack of $%#@ and I hate myself right now. I am trying to motivate myself to get healthier and to find myself a man who will love me completely....I am tired of being alone and not focusing on myself! Ok, I'm rambling...not much else to say right now, just glad I can get some of this off my chest.
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