long time since last post

Okay, so here I am, found out I lost 9.5 lbs which is great, and realized I don't need some stupid body bugg to track anything if I can track it myself! Waiting on confirmation to get my money back, like I can really afford to shell out 200 bucks for it anyway! Could use a new blender instead! maybe a juicer!
Ok, onward and upward. What can I say...Linda shafted me again! Am I surprised? no, deep down I new that she wouldn't be giving me any money. I pray and I pray that she will find the money and do the right thing and pay me back. I am trying to use The Secret in all my thoughts. It's a slow process, but I believe that I will get my money back.
As far as the whole situation with Joe. Well, he has wronged be for the a long time, and thought he could treat me like a sack of dirt in front of Dani, well that didn't happen, and I told her that I didn't want him in my house ever again. I do not and will not go for that treatment. I put up with dealing with him and his family for longer than I should have and since Dani is 18 now, my obligation has been terminated and I no longer have any responsibility to the Miller family.
Ty told me that it was time for me to forgive him.....even though I told Ty that her wasn't worth my forgiveness, Ty told me that I need to forgive Joe, not for Joe's peace of mind, but for MINE! That way I could let is all go and move on with my life! I never realized that this is what I needed to do to let go of the hurt and misery that Joe has caused me all of these years.
In my quest to find out what is missing in my life, I finally realized what is was, with Ty's help of course. I need to work on my relationship with the Lord. He is there waiting for me to pass on my trials and tribulations to HIM so that he can carry the weight of my burdens for me. My job is to continue my faith in HIM and feel his glory and love. Although I have yet to attend a service since I don't know where I belong yet, I truly feel that is the next step that I need to do.
Yes, it's been a long time since I posted, and it looks like I've had a bunch of revelations....I have and I truly believe that my faith in the Lord will bring me through this period in my life. I believe that he has something bigger in store for me. I am truly destined for service to HIM, to feel the glory of his love, the abundance of all that he can share.