Going up and down on the scale...can't get away from the bingeing! Had another binge today, had 2 breakfast burritos(really??, why 2?) Had my water, then about 3 or 4, had to snack size snickers, and 3 large chocolate covered pretzels! (Why, I say...why?!) After, I cooked up 4 taquitos, put on a bed of lettuce, tomatoes, cheese, sour cream and salsa with rice and beans...way too much food, but I forced it down....I don't know why I sabotage myself! I will start clean tomorrow since meals and snacks are done for today.
My game plan is to start the EF once again. I have great results, but after more than 7 days straight of eggs, I start to gag at the smell of them...if I scramble them, I get major heartburn, so I must stick with poaching them.
Trying no to think about the job, or Trish and the baby....just praying that everything is awesome with all three.
Ang is supposed to watch the girls tonight while Ron take Ali out for her birthday...I'm not watching them, I wasn't asked, so I will not have them out here in the living room. They can stay in Ang's room with her. I will not be babysitting them for free anymore! I am not a flippin dump site! They both have jobs, and they are majorly taking advantage of two people who are unemployed!! At least I will not do it anymore.... If they want to ask her, then they need to stay in her room! I know I am being bitchy....but I'm not catering to anyone anymore. I am gonna live my life, even if I just lie on the couch and do nothing! Think I'm gonna take a shower before they come down to drop the girls off.....
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